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[Dec. 16th, 2007|05:42 am] |
I'm feeling crappy today. A lot going on in my life and it's not helping that I'm typing up lesson plans and working on papers and studying for my Italian Final. :(
I'm stressed about my dad. I'm stressed about School. I'm stressed about work. I'm stressed about my boyfriend. I'm stressed about everything imaginable. I want to lose weight and it's not happening... but thats my fault because i don't take any initiative to work out. Too freaking busy... OR I'm just sleeping too god damn much.
I need a new Zena. I want a change.. hello new year I'm coming for you. :) |
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| End of another year. :( WOMP WOMP |
[Dec. 15th, 2007|05:53 am] |
So I've been on here reading my old entries from 2004.. Pretty interesting i must say.
Things have been going great. Still in school working my butt off. I'm almost done though. We're having finals this week and then winter vacation. I still have to stay here though because I'm taking a winter course. ugh.
I'm excited for next semester. what a dork. I'm almost done and I'm so excited. There are so many plans in my life and i just don't know which one to chose just yet. I was thinking of moving in with jilson after i graduate but I'm not sure right now if i want to do that. I think i might want my freedom, considering I've been with him since my freshman year of college... scary thought.
I miss high school. surprisingly. I was actually telling nick, Nico and Vicky that I didn't miss high school like three weeks ago but it turns out that after reading those entries i kinda do. I wanna go back and change a lot of things. Oh well.
I miss all of you... I hope everyone enjoys there winter vacation and gets everything they want!!
Love you! :) |
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| write it out and it doesn't seem so bad. |
[Jun. 21st, 2007|12:38 pm] |
I realized i dont like writing in my subject until after Im doen with my entry.
Thigns have been going ok for me. I'm going to be a Junior now and I'ms o excited only a year and half of classes adn then a semester of student teaching. I can't believe this is all here and I'm soon going to be taking care of children.
Well things are great between my and Jilson. Almost two yearsa and i STILL can't believe it! he means the world to me and no one can make me as happy as he does. We didn't just magically appear this way though we work at it ALOT! I'm so proud of him. he got a jopb at METLIFE and is a jr. broker. I'm so excited that he has to wear a shirt and tie to work and works 9-5. This is his dream and eh's doing it!
as for me... I should be starting a day car job by new house. It looks so amzing and the kids are SO smart there. I'm really excited.
I just came back from florida liek three weeks ago and i had an amazing time with sean and Mike. I want to go on another trip but i dont knwo how thats gonna happen.
My life is calm and serene. just teh way i like it.
Big furture plans for me and jilson. We are trying to move in together when i graduate. I'm really excited. I actually see this happeneing and i'm happy with it.
I'm going to the bahamas for my burthday and my two year anniversary with jilson..
Hmm writing it all out makes me feel alot happier and makes me realize that i dont have too much to complaing baout.. i should do this often:)
i hope everyone is safe and having a wonderfual HOT summer! love you all. |
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| Welcome back livejournal |
[Jan. 28th, 2007|07:23 pm] |
So i haven't done this whole livejournal thing in a LOONG time. I figured i would give it shot again.
Well let's see since the last time i wrote this i just got the position as An RA. Well thats going well. I love my residents here at Post and i love the fact that they are all down to earth girls.
I'm still dating Jilson Cabrera. LoL a year and four months . which is a miracle in its self. I was looking back at my old pages and most of them had to do with guys haha, and how i alwasy wanted a good guy and to be happy. Well i finally found him.
I'm a sophmore in college and I'm loving it. It's going by so fast that i can't believe it. I'm going to be graduating in two years. I can't believe that either! oh my god some porr children are going to have me as their teacher some day! eeeek!
Well in Feburary I'm going up to cortland for some training and hopefully i will get to see seanie poo. that will be exciting. :)
well until later journal.
<3 zena marie<3 |
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| weird day. |
[Apr. 7th, 2006|06:55 pm] |
Today is a good day adn also a bad day.
Today i got the letter that I've been waiting for/ THe letter that I've been patiently sitting around for a wholed month biting my nails for. The letter that SAID " Congratulations You are an RA!!" I've worked hard to get this and i'm so happy.
But then again me and jilson are fighting and haven't talked for the whole day... I broke up with him but i dont think he knows we broke up... boys are kind of dumb that way. I'm sad and spent the entire day in my room.
Ugh I need to go see ice age 2 so i can laugh. |
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| OH god... Give me more time. |
[Feb. 8th, 2006|11:36 pm] |
So these past three weeks of school have been the busiest three weeks of my life. I haven't even been in school for a month and i feel like I've been here for three years... I'm so exhausted from Dance practice. Work and school.... We performed for the basketball half time and that was fun.. I was nervous but i did good. :) My baby came to see me and that made me extra happy. :) We perform tomorrow again just for some extra practice time!! lol.. and then next week is our apolo night here and we perform.. we might have to wear BOOTY shorts and i'm scared.. lol
Everything else seems to be going fine. I dropped my macroeconomics course because evrythign was basically online and it was so annoying... the other night i had practice until 12:30 am and almost fainted. I cna't wait for tomorrow to party it up before Valentines day which reminds me that i also have to go and get money so i can get a few more things for my BOoGer.
Yolanda the girl that vicky, nick and niki met a while ago moved in with me so now it's me and her in a triple.. I love it... Oh but my boyfriend basically moved in. he's our third roomate.. classes seem to be going ok. Not to hard just alot of work... homeowrk reading and writing... grrrr.. last semester was easier but i also didn't do too good. :( so maybe this sesmester will be better. :)
I hope everyone is getting back into shape!! i knwo I'm not! lol.. I want to look good for spring so when summer comes i can wear skirts and shorts without being self conscious... and then i can wear those super sexy bikinis.. ahhhh let it stay winter...without the coldness. lol... oh well...
SEE YOU GUYS LATER.
<3 zena marie |
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| Happy New Year. |
[Dec. 31st, 2005|11:49 pm] |
Well it's the end of another year we have officially 11 minutes left and I for one can i say I enjoyed it..
I realized how strong of a person I am.
I saw my true friends.
I met a beautiful guy who turned out to be an incredible boyfriend.
I Learned to love myself for who i am.
I graduated!
I started college.
I met new people. (different people)
I learned how to be independent.
I spent my senor year working at staples :)
And i matured overall...
Hopefully 2006 will have alot more to come for me. and for everyone else. :)... Good luck guys and best wishes..
<3 zena marie. |
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| it's beginning to look alot like christmas.... :) |
[Dec. 23rd, 2005|12:52 am] |
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I'm home finally. we dont have a treee. it kinda depresses me too!!... can't wait for chistmas to be over. then happpy new year!!!! yay! so excited!...okie nothign really exciting in my life right now.... hope evryone has a great adn wonderful christmas!! |
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| Christmas is coming! |
[Dec. 8th, 2005|01:41 am] |
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Sso christmas is near. I'm broke what else is new? .. I can't wait to go home this break adn slllleeeeeeep. :).. is anyone else sleep deprived? I want a snow day so bad all this nice weather and we got a tease the other day oh well. n eof my roomates is leaving me and it makes me sad.. she was the best. :) other than that life is good. |
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| I"m growing up. |
[Nov. 22nd, 2005|02:45 am] |
it's two months with me and my boyfriend. I'm super happy and i couldn't of asked for a better person to enter my life. he is truly amazing and everything i could ever want. I stare at him in amazement because he loves me for me... I can wake up wih drool on my face and he will still want to hug and hold me. he is the best and i thank god everynight that i have him now.
On another note. things are going well over here. i can't wait to go home and get a real homecooked meal for thanksgiving.. I'm so excited and then i think I'm going to central park to go ice skating!! :) I'm having a good tiem here and i hope tht eveyone is doing great love always and forever.
zena Marie |
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